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Jan. 25th, 2005 @ 11:57 am (no subject)
I never realized until now how much of a geek school I go to. Not one BUt two, two people are loged on to a salior moon fansite writteing on message boards and there both guys at least i think one of them is....not sure though.
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Jan. 10th, 2005 @ 03:58 pm I've had my first fortune told to me
Current Mood: chipperchipper
friday night I had fun went to first friday for the very first time, walked the grand ave series of studios it was fun. up until the great and powerful (althought slightly drunk...okay very drunk) oracle of van beuren (aka "crazy homeless guy") profossed to me and many other people that one day our lives will fall into missery. Basically becuase i didnt have any herion to inject in to his eye my children are damned to grow up abusive drunks isnt it awesome. It was almost as amusing as watching starving monkeys knife fight for a rotten bannana. but i did really have fun. thank you annie for making me come and leanne for driving and playing those every cathchy tunes and to you drunk guy for making sleep so much sounder that night.
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Nov. 5th, 2004 @ 02:15 pm complete
Current Mood: accomplishedaccomplished
i had an odly over the top experience.

Not only did i get a fortune cookie with more than one fortune it had three
and they where all the same fortune and on top of that i got all three identical fortunes out without even cracking th cookie


i know i know im a dork but it made my day ;O)
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Oct. 19th, 2004 @ 10:40 pm oh yes, yes i did thats right boys and girls
Current Mood: energeticenergetic
Current Music: the sweet voice of an angel
I have created from scratch and the depths of my mind (and a few blueprints from the internet) a fully fuctional able to lift at least 250 pounds thats right a hovercraft ooooohhhhhh yeah(i know your jealous) im so proud no longer can brandon call my retarted or incompetent (hes not gonna stop i know). its amazingly cool only restrictions to date is im using a cheap electric leafblower so i only go as far as the exstention cord and its realy loud. (but its a hover craft so it ok).
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Sep. 30th, 2004 @ 12:22 am yay woohoo
it's odd today was my birthday, and it was so incredibly uneventful and boring. I didnt even get any calls it was just boring, I went out to dinner with my mom, that took up like an hour and then we came home and watched tv for the rest of the night. No fun events, no presents nothing im not complaining I know it sounds like that but im not. and I guess I should cause I think a couple off important people forgot but im not. im just apathetic i guess i dont really care anymore.Everyone is asleep out here, but im still on arizona time so now im watching tv yet again, and im ok with that. just my ramble today :o)
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Sep. 25th, 2004 @ 02:19 pm for future use
Current Mood: contentcontent
Current Music: imperial march
................................ ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: ''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''' i want every body including you ben to remember these that way when you readmy post you can put them in your self :o)
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Sep. 22nd, 2004 @ 12:03 am happy
today was a good day i woke up with a smile on my face nice and cozy hitting the snooze 3 times, i got up around 10 and watched highlander(one of the best guys shows ever) i drove to school with out my glasses cause they had been broken(....:o') that was kinda interesting but for some reason i was content driving with my windows downlistening to my aerosmith cd, got to school took my final which i aced (thanks for the help studing annie :O) and then i spent 2 hours cleaning our kitchen at school which would normaly put a downer on things but not today i was ok with it, heres the kicker though i left school with a little extra step in my walk and went to my eye doctor to see about new glasses (no pun intended) and i found out that there was a warrenty on them so they just put in an order and im gonna have a brand new pair next week but when i got to my car and pushed the alarm button it beeped 4 times which means that my alarm went off and upon inspecting my car i found a nice little area where someone hit it and busted my rear light( any body who has been aroundme recently knows that this a tradgedy) except today i shock my head got in my car and drove home whistling when i pulled in the drive way. then i rented Angels in America, The sucicide club and a new favorite Meet Joe Black, i got a little tear in my eye at the end it was amazing anybody who hasnt seen it yet should drop everything right now and get watch it amazing.....
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Sep. 17th, 2004 @ 11:30 pm my day today goes a little something like this
Current Mood: tiredtired
AAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh catch my breath aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh and a final aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh and for the hell of it in case i didnt get my point across aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..........
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Sep. 2nd, 2004 @ 02:25 am To Whom it May Concern (anti-christ)
Current Mood: crushedcrushed
Current Music: the screaming in my head
you are evil you know who im talking about and why spawn of satan.
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Aug. 18th, 2004 @ 12:05 am what can I do
Its exactly that,what can I do? for the last couple of months I've heard, seen, and read about all the things that have been going on in the lives of my closest friends the people I care most about in the world and there is absolutley nothing I can do. I've talked to few people about it and i always get the same answer "just you being there is good enough", "knowing your there for support is enough" or "help out where you can". I want to go home just one day knowing that one of my friends had a great day i dont even need to be the cause of it just knowing that they had a great day, that they can go to bed with a smile on there face would be enough, But it hasn't happened instead I go home feeling useless. I feel awkward and being around my closest friends but cause i cant relate to them anymore, theres just an awkward silence when im around i cant talk to them about there problems. I dont know what it like to have a horrible family life, i dont know what is like to hate life, and i obviously dont know what it like to be separated from a spouse. I cant even relate with my Best friend or even my sister ( and im related to her). What can I do? i know your most likley going to say your doing every thing you can just knowing your there make me feel better but we both know thats just superficial. DOnt get me wrong i know any one person cat just make it magicaly better but there has to be something even minutley miniscual that can be done.


do have to admit lj is good letting things out this is stuff that been in my head for weeks and truth be told i have mixed feeling about writing this one side is i dont care if people read it im just glad its not im my head, and then there is this other part of me which is also tempted to push teh delete button cause i dont like writing stuff i dont like being this defenseless im used to keeping things to my self being apathetic as someone put it.
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